Types: Filk
OK, well, ive been posting my songfics here for a while now so... here is the most recent one. there is a little clue left in it for those who read my previous song fic. see if you can find it. anyway. The song is "dont speak" by no doubt. whatever you say, i think its a good song.

a shittily compressed version of the song. its all i could get

amazon.com dance version, but its only a piece of the song. sorry guys.

a midi version

the best i can do is ask you do go get it off kazaa. sorry guys. comments and criticism appreciated ^.^
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You and me
We used to be together
Every day together
Always
I really feel
Like I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end


The door…

Walk through it and watch it happen again…

You know, now that I think of it, you and him were just totally different people. In fact, take someone who had met him, and then introduce them to you, and they would never believe how closely tied together you two really are. I think maybe you know it too, as much as you would like it to be otherwise…

So what went wrong?

It looks as though
You're letting go
And if it's real well I don't want to know


I can't remember exactly when it started going downhill. It was very long ago. I know that much for sure. I'm trying…

How pathetic. You did it to her, and now you do it to me. I hate you.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts


First you gave excuses. Then reasons. But they were neither.

I hate you for the sadness.

Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


I believed you even thought I shouldn't have. Just like she did. You used her.

I hate you for the pain.

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty
Frightening


Step through the other door…

And watch it happen again…

A sunny day. A nice picnic. Green grass. Blue sky. Yellow sun. A black eye.

I thought it was my fault and it wasn't. But I loved you so much I never thought twice about it. I guess you didn't either.

Why do you hurt me? What did I do? But you know, it isn't even the physical pain that hurts the most.

I hate you for the scars.

As we die
Both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry


So now its come to this. I'm sitting. All huddle up on the couch, watching the rain drip down.

Or maybe those are my tears.

I hate you for those tears.

You will hurt too…

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (No, no, no)


I barge in on you. Working. As if.

"What's your excuse now?"

"I'm busy"

"No you aren't"

"Dammit! How the fuck would you know?!"

"Because you never are. You never are when you ignore me. You never are when you go away. You never are when you are with your friends. You never are when you are doing it with some poor teenage girl you seduced off the streets. You just say you are."

"Oh god, not this again. Will you just shut it?"

"You never do"

You bolt upright and march right up to me.

"Gonna hit me? That's nothing new. You know, isn't it funny how I used to be able to kick your a—"

A bone-jarring smack from you sends me back into the living room.

"You never could. Not unless I let you."

"So why did you stop?"

You grin.

"Because it wasn't fun anymore."

And that's where the shit hit the fan.

Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


You look surprised, lying on the floor like that. I rub my fist with my other hand.

"Funny. It still fun to me."

You start to get up, but I turn around.

"Don't bother. I'm sick of your shit. I'm sick of the hate, of the pain, of the tears, of the scars, of everything. I'm sick of this house, of this life. I'm sick of your work, of how you act."

The tears come freely now. What's the point of holding them back now, anyway?

"And I'm sick of you."

It's all ending
You gotta stop pretending
Who we are


You laugh.

"HA! You don't have the balls to leave. You never did. Deep down, you are even weaker than her."

That sneer at the end. How you said her. Evil. Just plain sick. I can't believe this…

Don't the tears ever stop?

You and me
I can see us dying
Are we?


I scream. And you listen. For once.

"You sick fuck! You don't know what you did to her! She died! SHE DIED BECAUSE OF YOU! And then your friends left you. AND YOU STILL WONT CHANGE, WILL YOU?! I'm leaving, and I'm never coming back."

Its over.

But the tears aren't.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying


A nervous laugh. I got you this time.

"Heheh. Sure. Go."

Tears.

So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts! (No, no)


I start to walk. You take a step after me.

"Ill walk you out."

You bastard.

Tears.

Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


But I know you are crumbling. I crumbled over the years and it hurt. But you are doing at now and it hurts even more.

Tears.

Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak


You start to walk after me.

Can't you just leave me alone?

The tears are still coming.

Don't speak
Don't speak, no!
I know what your thinking
And I don't need your reasons


You grab my hand. I spin around.

And gasp.

Your face is red…your eyes…your eyes!

Tears. But yours?

I know you're good
I know you're good
I know you're real good (Oh...)
Lalalala
Lalalala
Don't, Don't, oh oh


"OK, no, wait. Ok, wait. Just a second…we can fix this. We always have before…"

But I don't believe you this time.

Hush hush darling
Hush hush darling

I break free of your grasp.

"No! We NEVER fixed it. You just kept hitting it until it could fit into a tiny box. But now the box is full, and you just broke it. I can't believe you this time. I'm going. I wish you the best of luck."

And I turn.

And I think its over.

But the tears say otherwise.

Hush hush don't tell me cause it hurts
Hush hush darling


And your tears have just started. They have a long way to go.

"Erika…I…I love you."

And I stop dead in my tracks.

The tears stopped. Its over now.

"No, you don't, Largo. You used to love me, but now, you don't know what love is anymore."

But now,...neither do I.

Hush hush darling
Hush hush don't tell me cause it hurts

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